Really good and very excited. Finally it’s out and I can talk about how I felt! It’s been a great journey but god it was tough!
Talking about your emotions. Talking about yourself, which I’m not used to. I’m the type of person that usually asks the questions and listens. It was completely different - I had to talk about my own feelings which was a huge challenge for me.
I saw the guy five times, do you know what I mean? I couldn’t really say “I love you.” I needed more time. I know it’s a show and it’s a really fast process but I wasn’t going to lie to myself or to him. I really wanted him to find the love of his life and I knew that wasn’t me at the end of the day.
Yeah, I really wanted strong answers. I wasn’t getting it. He was all over the place at the time! I was like, look, I don’t think this is going to work out. You’re saying we’re going to be travelling back and forwards, I don’t think that’s happening. I pulled him up on it. I’m not going to tell you I love you, I’m going to be real with you! He ran away pretty quick from me.
Which lines are you talking about? (Laughs) “Incredible? You’re so incredible!” That was the one line he said a lot on screen but I don’t really think he said it a lot when I was there. There was a lot of repetition going on!
Look, two girls said “I love you.” I don’t love you so… I can’t say I love you right now, maybe I could say it later… He wanted someone he could fall in love with, I knew that girl wasn’t me.
I think he wants someone that shares a lot of interests with him and he needs someone that’s going to tell him they love him, and are open with their feelings. I don’t think I was doing that for him.
I had my speech prepared! I was expecting it, it wasn’t a big surprise at all.
I’ll definitely stay in touch with all of the girls, I’m good friends with Alex.
My dad’s really special! He’s definitely loving it, he’s been laughing about it. I don’t think there’ll be a follow up boxing match, that’s for sure. He’s happy for me, he thinks I made the right decision.
I think it’s 50/50. I’m really not sure but I’m definitely team Alex. I think her and Richie are just the perfect couple. From what I see on screen, they have such a strong connection compared to what my connection was with him. All the way team Alex!
Yes! I am back on the dating scene. I am not dating [tennis coach] Nick Lindahl we’re really good friends and he’s just an amazing person to be around with. He’s been very supportive. I have a few dates here.
I want someone just to be really real about everything, honesty.
The highlight was that I made a best friend, I met [intruder] Steph! If it wasn’t for the show I wouldn’t have found her. I’m very thankful for that, she’s an amazing person. A true friend.
It wasn’t a guy but I got to meet a wonderful girl!
I’m going to go with the flow, see where life takes me. I'll have fun with everything that’s been going on and then probably go straight back to work. [I've] been doing a bit of make-up here and there and back to modelling, I love it.
No, that was completely me. I wasn’t going to lie about who I was. I’m the person that I am on screen. I’m not as quiet as they made me out to be.
I wanted to find a new adventure, I knew that I could potentially find the love of my life on this show. Whoever the man was, I knew he was going to be the perfect man. I wanted to fall in love, who doesn’t want to fall in love?
No regrets whatsoever! No way… Maybe the camping part where I was whingeing a lot. I would have done things a lot smoother but I couldn’t hide my feelings. But I was having fun with it, I was having a laugh.
Yeah, of course. Definitely. Still looking for it!